Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Benjamin Hoff "Notsu ja Te"

Ehk teiste sõnadega: tänase inimese raskused, ohtlikud veendumused, üksilduse, hingelise tühjuse ning isikliku jõetuse tunnetamine tulenevad kõik pettekujutlustest ning sellest, et ollakse irdunud loodusest. Taoistid ennustasid kunagi, et hullud ajad saabuvad. Aga nad õpetasid ka, mida saab selle vastu teha. Meilgi on aeg vaadata, mida nimelt.

Õnnelik inimene rahuldub ka sellega, mis pealtnäha tundub kasutu. Ta võib leida endale tegemist metsades ja mägedes. Ta võib elada hurtsikus ning suhelda lihtsameelsetega. Ta ei vaheta oma kulunud ihukatteid keisri rõivaste ega koormat oma turjal neljahobusekaariku vastu. Ta jätab kalliskivid mägedesse ja pärlid merre. Kuhu ta ka ei läheks ja mida ta ka ei teeks, ikka on ta õnnelik, sest teab, millal on õige aeg lõpetada. Ta ei kummardu noppima ühepäevaõit ega kõnni ohtlikke radu. Ka kümme tuhat aaret on talle paljas tolm. Ta kõnnib lauldes üle roheliste nõlvade.

Tänu lihtsusele on tal Tao ja tänu Taole ka kõik muu. Ta näeb "pimeduses" valgust, läbi "pilvede" selgust, "aeglustades" kiirust, "sisutuses" sisu. Tema meelest väärib oma kätega toitu valmistav kokk samasugust lugupidamist kui kuulus laulja või kõrge ametnik. Tal pole võita ega kaotada raha, saavutada soosindut või kuulda kriitikat. 

Benjamin Hoff "Puhh ja Tao"

"Kui õpime toimima kooskõlas oma Sisemise Loomusega ning meid ümbritseva looduse seadustega, saavutame wu-wei seisundi. Siis järgime asjade loomulikku korda ja toimime minimaalselt pingutades. Loodus toimib just selle põhimõtte järgi ja tema ei eksi. Eksib- või pigem näeb kõikjal eksimusi- just inimene oma ülekoormatud Mõistusega, kes on end lahti kiskunud looduse seaduste tugepakkuvast võrgustikust, sekkub kõikjale ning üritab ülemäära."

"Paraku on inimese meel sajandeid arenenud selles suunas, mis viib teda eemale reaalsest, looduse seadustele alluvast maailmas. Inimmeelel on kalduvus liigselt pingutada, end asjatult kulutada, kuni ta muutub nõrgaks ja mannetuks. Selline meel- mõnikord üsna arukakski- on tegelikult saamatu. Ta hüpleb sinna-tnna, edasi-tagasi ega suuda keskenduda sellele, mis leiab aset ta enda silme all. Ta kihutab autoga mööda tänavat, ise aga mõtleb samal ajal sellele, et on juba kaupluses ja ostab seal kokku seda, teist ja kolmandat."

"Teadmised ja Arukus kalduvad tegelema hoopis valede asjadega. Teadmiste, Arukuse ja Abstrakstsete Ideede poolt segadusse aetud meel ajab tihti taga seda, millel pole suuremat tähtsust või mida pole üldse olemaski, kuid ei oska näha, hinnata ega ära kasutada kõike seda, mis on otse ta enda ees.

Miks näivad valgustatud inimesed kiirgavat valgust ja õnne nagu lapsed? Miks nad mõnikord isegi tunduvad lastena ja räägivad nagu lapsed? Sellepärast, et nad on seda."

"How to be free" Tom Hodgkinson

And there are new enemies of leisure today. Hunger and
God have been replaced in the consumer age by
possessions and status. The advertising industry leads us to
believe that life will be improved by the purchase of a
product. The purchase of a product requires money. Money
requires hard work. Or debt. We go into debt to chase our
desires, and then keep working to pay the debt. It's the
modern form of indentured labour

Newspapers aren't much help to those pursuing an idle
life. They present themselves as independent, but since
they are funded by advertising, they do much to promote
the work-and-consume ethic. Newspapers offer a problem
and a solution. The problem is presented in the news pages
and consists of stories of war, starvation, political
corruption, death, famine, scandal, theft, abduction,
paedophilia. In short, they promote anxiety. The solution to
this anxiety is presented in the magazine sections, and
consists of editorial about - and, of course, advertising for - fridges, lighting systems, cars, sex advice, burglar
alarms, loans, insurance policies, recipes, rugs, scented
candles and various cultural products such as music, film
and books. Problem: anxiety. Solution: money. Method:
work.

God himself, argues Paul Lafargue in 'The Right
to be Lazy' , set a good example: after working for six
days, he rests for all eternity.

But tell your 
boss that you didn't come in till lunchtime because you 
were dreaming up some great new ideas for product 
development and he is unlikely to be very sympathetic. 
g too much that 
society pressurizes us all to get out of bed. In 1993, I went 
to interview the late radical philosopher and drugs 
researcher Terence McKenna. I asked him why society 
doesn't allow us to be more idle. He replied: 
I think the reason we don't organise society in that 
way can be summed up in the aphorism, ' idle hands 
are the devil's tool'. In other words, institutions fear 
idle populations because an Idler is a thinker and thinkers are not a welcome addition to most social 
situations. Thinkers become malcontents, that's 
almost a substitute word for idle, 'malcontent'. 
Essentially, we are all kept very busy ... under no 
circumstances are you to quietly inspect the contents 
of your own mind. Freud called introspection 
'morbid' unhealthy, introverted, anti-social, 
possibly neurotic, potentially pathological. 

How much better life would be if we began the day with 
a poem rather than the empty prattle of newspapers, with their diet of fear, hate, envy and jealousy. Newspapers are 
merely a negative diversion from the self, a bit like soap 
operas. The writer Marcel Theroux said to me on 9 January 
last year: 'I have been in great spirits this year, and I 
attribute this entirely to the fact that I have not read the 
Daily Telegraph for nine days. ' 

Oscar Wilde

Let me say to you now that to 
do nothing at all is the most difficult thing in the 
world, the most difficult and the most intellectual. .. It 
is to do nothing that the elect exist. 

Knowing that Jenkins is sitting in double maths 
while you sit in a cafe with a cup of tea multiplies the 
pleasure a thousandfold. There is no fun in joining the frisbee-throwing hordes in the park on Saturday. The idler 
wants to be throwing frisbees while the hordes are 
suffering. Frisbee-throwing becomes incalculably more 
delicious under these conditions

As with all aspects of idleness, we should resist the 
pressure to reject the elements of our lives which do not fit 
into the productive, rational, busy paradigm that society 
and our own selves impose upon us. Learning how to live 
can involve learning how to love the hangover. This trick 
is for the advanced student of idleness, to be sure, but try it 
and see how your life improves

We might lay the blame, indeed, at the feet of the busy, 
restless, striving Americans. Right back in 1882, Nietzsche 
noted that lunch was under threat from the new work ethic 
in the US. 'The breathless haste with which they work, ' he 
wrote in The Gay Science, ' is already beginning to infect 
the old Europe ... One thinks with a watch in one's hand, 
even as one eats one's midday meal while reading the 
latest news of the stock-market; one lives as if one "might 
miss out on something"

Observing 1930s New York, Lin Yutang also 
complained that the speed of life was destroying the 
pleasure of eating. 'The tempo of modern life is such that 
we are giving less and less time and thought to the matter 
of cooking and feeding ... it is a pretty crazy life when one 
eats to work and does not work in order to eat.

No one has the time to eat at 
leisure, it seems. It's a common sight to see people 
snaffling down a burger or sandwich between stops on the 
underground. This kind of eating has something almost 
guilty and furtive about it. It's not eating, it's lonely 
refuelling. The same thing has happened to breakfast. 
Handy little bits of solid cereal called 'breakfast bars' 
advertise themselves with the slogan ' Good Food on the 
Go '. So much more efficient that way

But the cosy and entrepreneurial Seattle Coffee 
Company was wiped out when the vast Starbucks outfit 
bought all 65 of them in 1998, and these days every high 
street has its Costa, Starbucks, Aroma or Nero. Far from 
being loafing zones, these places are simply pit stops for 
working machines, petrol stations for human beings. As the 
writer lain Sinclair puts it: ' [Tlhe whole culture has 
speeded up so that people just queue to get takeaways. And 
it's the death of cafes. Who 's going to spend days hanging 
out at cafes? It's gone. '

Albert
Camus, for example, with typical Gallic morbidity,
describes illness as 'a remedy against death, because it
prepares us for death, creating an apprenticeship whose
first step is self-pity. Illness supports man in the great
attempt to shirk the fact that he will surely die. ' 

The pedestrian is the highest and most mighty of
beings; he walks for pleasure, he observes but does not
interfere, he is not in a hurry, he is happy in the company
of his own mind, he wanders detached, wise and merry,
godlike. He is free. Most of those, however, who stride
along the streets of our big cities are not enjoying their
stroll. They are merely using their legs to get from A to B.
There is no component of fun in their walk; it simply has to
be done. Their walking has a purpose in mind: to move from the underground station to the office, from bus stop to
factory, sandwich shop to bank. The journey itself is
unimportant, a waste of time. The goal is the important
thing. Caught up in this sort of walking, we find it hard to
abandon ourselves to the moment. We pace with purpose,
head down, staring at the pavement. Through our mind
runs a stream of anxieties: things to do, things not done,
commitments broken. If anyone saw us they would get the
vibe: busy, important, things to do, places to go. 

The beggar's life is idealized as one of freedom: from 
work, from desire, from consumer slavery. There is a truth 
to this, and it's a shame that today we see homeless people 
as simply victims who need to be helped. This may well be 
the case with many; but it is also possible that others have 
actually chosen to live this way. They would rather be 
homeless, poor and free than mortgaged, employed and 
enslaved. 

In Buddhism the beggar, the tramp, the vagabond is not 
a subject for reform or liberal hand-wringing, but, on the 
contrary, he represents an ideal of living, of pure living in 
the moment, of wandering without destination, of freedom 
from worldly care. 

'Most of the world 's troubles seem to come 
from people who are too busy' wrote Evelyn Waugh. ' If 
only politicians and scientists were lazier, how much 
happier we would all be. ' 
Those who take time off, who step back to look at the 
world, the lazy ones, the ones who can't be bothered, the 
writers, poets and musicians, these people do much to 
make life worth living in terms of producing a culture, but 
they tend not to get involved in the running of things, the 
management of the infrastructure, hospital bureaucracy, the 
education system, the local councils, the tax inspectorate. 
And this is because they find all that sort of thing so 
unutterably dull. Instead of trying to change the way other 
people live, they focus on transforming their own lives

Today's enemy, in the West at least, is not so much the 
governments as a new authority: consumer capitalism. 

But is rioting, though undeniably enjoyable, and an 
expression of the spirit of liberty, really worth it? 
Surveying the successive failures of revolutions, uprisings 
and riots over the last thousand years to install more 
humane laws or less interfering governments, one might 
conclude sadly that a better place to effect change is in 
oneself and in one's own immediate surroundings.

Gazing at the stars opens our minds to another reality, a 
mysterious eternal world, beyond material struggle. 
Despite the attempts of the rationalists to explain the stars 
as merely a constellation of suns light years away, we still 
revere them and revel in their mysteries. 

We feel small under the stars, yet paradoxically we feel 
more ourselves. We are who we are. 
But gazing heavenward is seen as a waste of time by our 
practical-minded rulers. Our very language makes a virtue 
of being stuck on the earth, and criticizes those with loftier 
aspirations. Bad: head in the clouds, starry-eyed, losing 
grip, not living in the real world, moon-faced loon, lunatic, 
airy-fairy, space cadet, away with the fairies, moonstruck, 
on another planet. Good: feet on the ground, anchored, 
down-to-earth, grounded, keeping your head down, getting 
a grip. 

Today we seem to have lost the art. We seldom remark
on someone's ' conversational eloquence' (as De Quincey
did of the legendary Victorian loafer Walking Stewart).
People now praise someone's energy and achievements,
and focus on the final result rather than the process. (David
Beckham, not noted for his powers of conversation, is a
global hero.) Then it's back to the grind. 
A life lived around parties can also make sober life seem 
dull by comparison, and leads to the unhealthy 
phenomenon of living for the weekend, while feeling 
depressed and powerless all week. The true idler wants to 
live a good life all the time, not just on Saturday nights, 
and the real lesson of hedonism is that we should attempt 
to enjoy all moments, not just those ones when we are out 
of our heads. Time should be savoured, not endured. 
Hedonism should provide ideas on how to live; it should 
not become a mode of living in itself, as it is unsustainable. 


The idler's desire is to live with no rules, or only rules 
that have been invented by himself. He wants to develop 
the inner strength to have complete power over himself. He 
refuses to hand over that power to any authority 
whatsoever, however benign that authority may appear to 
be. And the fewer rules there are, the less potential there is 
for transgressing them all the time and therefore wasting 
energy in guilt. It is easy to become, in the words of 
Thoreau, a 'slave-driver of yourself'. We create sets of 
behavioural rules for ourselves and then feel bad when we 
fail to live up to them. 

To make money, you can use all that time to start a 
business, pursue freelance projects, invent websites. My 
advice is to forget all the rubbish about having to specialize 
in one area and instead become a jack of all trades. Learn 
how to look after yourself. Paint, plumb, read, write, play 
music. Become average at many things rather than very 
good at one thing. 
If one of your projects takes off, and you earn some 
money, then great. But it's a good idea to learn to live on 
very little. 


Friday, November 8, 2013

Mark Boyle "The moneyless manifesto"

 We love it, and envy those who have lots of it. We even give up our time – those precious, finite moments that make up the totality of our lives – in return for it, regardless of how much we already have, and how hideous or soul-destroying the task. Everyone, it seems, wants more money. We’re all Spike Milligan, when he quipped “all I ask for is a chance to prove that money can’t make me happy”

 We love it, and envy those who have lots of it. We even give up our time – those precious, finite moments that make up the totality of our lives – in return for it, regardless of how much we already have, and how hideous or soul-destroying the task. Everyone, it seems, wants more money. We’re all Spike Milligan, when he quipped “all I ask for is a chance to prove that money can’t make me happy”



This is not a book about the self, it’s about money, but questioning where the boundaries of self lie is a crucial foundation to understanding the call to move beyond monetary economics. People assume that I would agree with the old misquoted adage, money is the root of all evil. I don’t. Instead I propose that it is our deluded sense of self which is the root of many of our current personal, social and ecological crises. Money is instrumental to maintaining and affirming this delusion.
Money is both chicken and egg in relation to this delusional sense of self. Whilst it originated as a mere symptom itself of the illusion of separation between ourselves and all other life, and the consciousness of concepts such as debt and credit which stem from that, it has in turn perpetuated and greatly intensified the extent to which we feel disconnected from the rest of life by increasing the degrees of separation between us and what we consume. This creates an even stronger delusion and more severe symptoms. Therefore it plays a major role in contributing to the destructive acts which each of us undertake when we put the narrow interests of our own skin-encapsulated ego over the interests of the whole, our holistic self.

This behaviour is not incidental; nor, as defenders of the status quo would have us believe, is it human nature. It is simply the mindset born of a culture in which disconnection and separation are built into its infrastructure; a mindset which we absolutely have to move on from if we are to have any hope of surviving, let alone reversing, the ecological meltdown we are faced with. If, as the 19th century naturalist Henry David Thoreau said, “In wilderness is the preservation of the world,” then Wendell Berry’s remark has never been more poignant: “In human culture is the preservation of wilderness.”

 The cultivation of fire, language, linear time, and measurement, leading to the development of agriculture, technologies, centralised politics and the mass media, all contributed, over thousands of years, to the gradual separation of human beings from Nature, our communities and, ultimately ourselves, until we end up with what we have today – beings utterly swept up in the illusion of our own independence and separation.(10) Born of this illusion is our modern culture.

How many of you see yourselves as a spirited and wondrous being, a magnificent encapsulation of the entire universe? How many of you feel that you live in a world that forever affirms and celebrates the beauty, care, compassion and spontaneity that we are all capable of? How many of you feel you live in a world in which integrity and creativity are considered more important than clocking hours, or paying bills? Not many, I would think. Yet who would doubt that living in such a world would make us happier, and more fulfilled?

Man … sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he does not live in the present or the future; he lives as if he is never going to die, and then he dies having never really lived.
– Dalai Lama

Anthropological studies have shown time and time again that many tribal people, regardless of how much food they gather or successfully hunt, will never store food. Daniel Everett, a renowned linguist who has spent years amongst the Pirahã – a Brazilian tribe who have no concept of numerical systems, let alone money – writes in Don’t Sleep, There are Snakes(12)that when asked why they didn’t store any food, the Pirahã replied “I store meat in the belly of my brother”. Implicit in this is a deep trust in Nature to provide, and an acknowledgement in the interdependency of the community. The very odd day they go hungry, but mostly they feast. They never worry. From Everett’s accounts they are a much happier and more content people for it too, and understandably so: like an unconcerned child, wouldn’t you be happier assuming that tomorrow you will be provided for?
Contrast that with how we live in civilisation today, always worried about things from the past and planning ahead for the future, never being in the moment. How much of life do we miss out on because our minds are time travelling?
The concept of money plays a grossly underestimated role in our historically unrivalled inability to live in the present moment. It is not just anthropological studies which show a link between the use of money and a decreased sense of living for the day – my own limited experience taught me exactly the same. Counter-intuitively, and to my own surprise, I slowly began to worry less – not more – about everything after three to four months of living without money. Admittedly, in those first few months I worried much more, due in a large part to the fact that money had for so long provided me with a sense of security, and I was concerned that if I was hungry or got into a bit of bother I had zero to fall back on.
As the wheel of time slowly turned I found myself voluntarily surrendering to life and started living for the moment, something I had never done in the days when I was much more conscious of concepts such as credit and debt. Every day seemed to provide for me, and with that repeated experience you slowly stop worrying about the next day. Somewhere in your psyche you realise that it’ll all be fine, and that the worst that can happen to you is that you return to the whole, which is my understanding of what your true self is anyway. Orwell once said that “happiness only exists in acceptance”, and that has been my experience in life, and the experience of people like the Pirahã. Accept what life brings to you every day, regret nothing and don’t worry about the future. And have fun – none of it is that serious.

The implications of this stretch further, breaking off sections of what were once community into their own separate markets. Most notably in the realms of art and music our relationships have immeasurably changed, so that in the space of one hundred years the vast majority of us have moved from being participants and creators to being consumers. In Ireland, my native land, in the 1920s, people gathered around each other’s fires every evening and played music. Most people could contribute something – whether a jig on a fiddle or the stamping of their foot – and all involved intrinsically knew and felt the value of creative, communal play.
That was before the advent of the radio, then the television, quickly followed by the tape, the compact disc and the ipod, with a brief appearance by something called a mini-disc if my memory serves me correctly. Each new technological development – itself only made possible through the increasingly larger economies of scale and finer divisions of labour that I talk about later in this chapter – takes away one nugget of creativity and community, until we are left with fifty people in a room absorbed by fifty different pieces of music – none of them creating, and none of them sharing. The same process has infiltrated almost every aspect of our lives, to the point that we are now just consumers of life, and not participants in it.

How is community possible when everyone is as replaceable as interchangeable cogs in The Machine, and how is it possible not to feel isolated, when everyone you deal with is a stranger?

If you grow your own food, you don’t waste it. If you have to take responsibility for your own water supply, you’re probably not going to shit in it. I was speaking with a journalist recently about a report from the Department for Environment Food, and Rural Affairs (DEFRA)(19) which states that bread is now the number one food item that we waste, and he asked me why I thought that was so. I told him it is simply because we no longer have to knead and bake our own bread. If we had to put thirty minutes of love and elbow grease into it, we wouldn’t waste a slice.(20)

Until we understand that our own health, our own lives, are dependent on the health of the whole, we will not adequately resist a culture that seems hell-bent on looting every fish, tree and mineral from the planet, polluting our air and rivers and streams along the way. Derrick Jensen, an American author and environmental activist, points out that “if your experience is that your food comes from the grocery store and your water comes from the tap, then you are going to defend to the death the system that brings those to you because your life depends on them. If your experience, however, is that your food comes from a landbase and that your water comes from a stream, well, then you will defend to the death that landbase and that stream.”(22) Nothing stops us understanding our interdependency with our landbases better than money

If this was the only problem, I wouldn’t be so concerned. At least it would only be harmful to those of us who also perceive ourselves to benefit from it. But when a person spends forty plus hours a week in an office shuffling electronic paper from one inbox to the next, they have almost no connection to the rest of Nature, or to the stuff they consume. Such disconnection leads to voids that are plugged by escapisms such as consumerism.
The difference between optimum and maximum is crucial; efficiency, like everything else, has its optimal level. So while everyone wouldn’t start doing every single thing for themselves again – that would be to go to the other ridiculous extreme – communities would become sufficient as a unit, and life could be much more varied, more connected, more autonomous and free.

When we are connected to what we use, or when getting or making something new isn’t so simple as going to the shop, we appreciate it and we certainly don’t waste it. You understand how much time or energy you or someone you know put into it. Money disconnects us from our goods and services through the massive economies of scale and the highly specialised division of labour it facilitates. This disconnect leads to large levels of waste in our daily lives.
Through the eyes of a people intimately connected to each other and their land, such as the Awá tribe of the Brazilian Amazon, extreme is how we industrialised nations live today. Extreme is a worldview that sees the majesty of life on Earth as an ingredients list of resources that by mining, clear-cutting and bottom-trawling can be efficiently turned into cold, hard cash. Extreme is not knowing our neighbours, let alone feeling comfortable enough to ask them for help. Extreme is many members of a community having spare rooms in their houses while others sleep on the street. Extreme is spending our lives doing jobs we hate, just so that we can repay the bank money that it created out of thin air in the first instance. Extreme is taking what was freely given to us and then charging another part of Nature for it, only sharing that which was gifted to us if we receive something in return. Extreme is walking towards the precipice as we smugly recycle our tetrapaks. Extreme is letting it all unfold before our eyes, as if somehow we were not powerful enough to stop it.

Even if a unification of world ideologies was possible, within this version of a resource-based economy there seems to lie the assumption that ‘advanced’ technologies make us happy. If this were true, why is it that in easily the most technologically advanced period of human history, humankind has never been more depressed? I’ve no doubt proponents of a globalised non-monetary economy would point out that the reasons for our current unhappiness are much more complex than that, and they’d be right, they are. At the same time, it is widely documented that those who live in low technology societies, past and present, express stronger feelings of happiness, contentment and connection to community and place than those of us in the global West, who survive on a collective diet of quick-fix antidepressants, escapism and self-help gurus

Some of our social norms are pervasive and intensely oppressive. In Western civilisation, status is conferred on you by how much you own, where you live, what career you have, how much money you earn, how powerful you are, or the brands you sport. In each of these, the bigger or more expensive the better. If you choose to live moneylessly, or even a life of simplicity, you instantly forsake most culturally accepted indicators of success. Despite many who have swam against the tide reporting that making such bold moves enhanced their sense of confidence and freedom – to the point where they no longer care what people think – it can initially seem a very difficult path to take. They also realise, as Bob Dylan once penned, that “a man is a success if he gets up in the morning and goes to bed at night and in between does what he wants to do”.

One of the main concerns cited to me by people pondering moneylessness – or just simple living – is what their friends, family and community will think of them because of it. After all, having no money is stigmatised with a sense of poverty and being unsuccessful in life, even if your life has never been richer in real terms. Yet the extent to how deeply embedded social acceptance is within us has still surprised me, despite our claims that we dislike the very society we feel compelled to be accepted by. As Jiddu Krishnamurti once said, “it is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”, yet we often seem to prefer to make such adjustment than risk the exclusion that is perceived to come with living a healthy life

But we’re addicted. Addicted to growth, to more, to bigger, to faster, to status, to the illusion of certainty, to convenience, to mediocrity, to an unhealthy and unbalanced level of comfort, to processed food, to conformity, to non-stop round-the-clock everything. We’re addicted to consuming the planet, and with it all the elemental building blocks that make up our flesh and bone. We’re killing both our egocentric and holistic selves, and we can’t seem to help either.

Tolerance, where someone needs more of a substance (or behaviour) to get the same effect, is clearly visible with consumerism. The level of consumption thought of as ‘normal’ in the industrialised world has been steadily rising for over fifty years. We’ve now reached the point where our collective appetite for resources is generating an ecological catastrophe. While addiction to alcohol, nicotine and other drugs are clearly threats to health, they’re unlikely to destroy our civilisation. Our collective hunger for more and more goods is another matter. That’s why it is worth thinking about the role of addiction here.

A smoker may use cigarettes to calm down, but nicotine dependence makes people more anxious. Someone may turn to alcohol to cheer themselves up, yet drinking heavily makes people more depressed. Addictive behaviour often appears to be a solution to the very problems it makes worse. This creates a vicious cycle, where the more someone relies on something the more they end up feeling they need it. This is true with consumerism too. The more we rely on buying things as the way to meet our needs, the less we develop other paths to a satisfying life.

When I first decided to give up money, I only intended to do so for a year. But after twelve months I had never been healthier, fitter or happier. Yes I did have to give up little things like going to the cinema, chocolate and delightful dealings with Her Majesty’s Revenue Commissioners, but I regained my freedom, my autonomy to only do things my heart agreed with, not to mention a sense of real control over my life again. I found parts of me that I didn’t even know existed, and I loved it. For the first time in my life I felt like I was living with awareness, with connection, with Nature. I didn’t continue because it made me miserable – I continued because I’d never felt so alive. The question has got to be: what do you value most in your life – freedom or stuff?

Life is the most incredible gift we’ll ever be given. It is an adventure, something to explore to its fullest. We would do well not to waste it, and destroy life for everything else in the process, because we were afraid to let go of our habitual behavioural patterns. One of the tragedies of this culture is that we are so afraid to die that we never really live. We live with superficial relationships that lack dependency or depth, we live with money instead of connected relationships with all in our biosphere, and therefore we live in isolation rather than community.

Such manipulative use of language has produced profitable results for those with vested interests: few of us can even imagine a non-monetary or non-wage economy, thinking it to be a utopian fantasy dreamt up by hippies and those with no sense of reality, even though we can readily see this utopia in its most glorious action on any occasion we wander to the woods, where we bear witness to every other species living in a totally localised manner.

The question then becomes – as intelligent, self aware, life-loving creatures – why aren’t we recognising this? Why are we prioritising our own individual lives over the life of everything else on the planet? Why, in other words, can’t we see and understand natural limits?
The answer to this can only be understood in terms of the separate self – if we do not sense ourselves as being part of Nature, then we cannot understand the limits it places on us. We see limits as bad – capitalist culture has made unlimited growth the be all and end all, and that is reflected in our understanding of our selves as well. We are economic people, after all. But limits, in fact, are absolutely integral to healthy systems. A child without limits runs out of control and is not happy. Pathogenic bacteria, left unchecked, destroy their host. So ourselves, and so our ecosystems. Without limits we are a disease on the Earth, mindlessly consuming our host, with thought only for our own survival. But after the host dies, what next?


he monetary economy kills our spirit, teaching us to consume instead of play. It has bought up the entire planet – a planet that was once ours to share freely – so that it can then sell it back to us. Because of this, we fools spend all of our time doing work we derive little or no meaning or happiness from, instead of doing all the things that we love to do.
Slavery never ended in the nineteenth century, it was merely rebranded and marketed to us in a different packet. The monetary economy doesn’t serve us, we serve it. It is out-of-date, obsolete, a chain around our necks. So let’s change it, and together co-create stories that serve both us and the land we inhabit well.
When you disconnect from the world of high technology and reconnect with Nature, you stop becoming a consumer of life and finally begin participating in it, like you did as a child. Is listening to an album on your iPod, taking in a movie at the cinema, or going to the pub for a bottle of ice-cold American beer really the fullest expression of the human potential that lies inside us? Imagine a society where we made our ales and ciders together, before drinking them around a campfire whilst singing, dancing and playing music together. A world where we spent our days meeting our needs in ways that integrated pleasure and creativity, where one day we’d be making a table, the next day planting some acorns, and in the evenings telling stories, learning chords, playing chess using pieces we hand-carved ourselves, and generally making merry. After all these years of being told moneyless living must be boring, I would love for someone to finally explain to me how participating in life could be less fun that just consuming it.
There is so much each of us could do in life, so much to experience and wonder at, yet we spend much of our time working around the clock just to pay for things that we don’t really need and which eventually end up owning us. As Epicurus once pointed out, there are two ways of getting rich: increasing your financial wealth, or decreasing your desires. Every bill or expense you can eliminate from your life means that you get to spend more of your precious time here doing the things you really want to do and less of the time doing things that you have to do to pay the bills. Reducing your outgoings means regaining control over your life and it affords you the time to work on whatever projects you want. It buys you the time to get creative, learn something new or volunteer for a project you believe in. The closer you reduce these bills and desires to zero, the closer you are to complete freedom. Let go of your addictions and you will soon regain the freedom to spend your days doing whatever the hell you like.

The monetary economy kills our spirit, teaching us to consume instead of play. It has bought up the entire planet – a planet that was once ours to share freely – so that it can then sell it back to us. Because of this, we fools spend all of our time doing work we derive little or no meaning or happiness from, instead of doing all the things that we love to do.
We are extraordinarily adaptable creatures. We can be any beings we want to be, if we want it badly enough. Out of the flames and smouldering embers of such a remarkable world as ours can rise a thousand phoenixes, a million transformations. Out of monetary economics can rise the gift economy; competitive relationships can transform into symbiotic ones, hoarding into sharing, stress into play, complexity into simplicity, the conditional into the unconditional, boredom into creativity and isolation into connection. We are faced with an incredibly exciting chance to create a new way of living, one that mixes the best of the old with the best of the new and undiscovered.

I want to live in freedom, in a manner that also affords the rest of life the same autonomy over their lives. I want to be intimately connected to the land and the people of my habitat. I want to nurture relationships that are based on sharing and unconditional giving, relationships that uplift and inspire and affirm that people are in fact loving and kind. I want to live as I see fit regardless of whether the melting of the ice caps – and civilisation with it – is inevitable or not. I want to live a life that is present in the moment, not regretting yesterday or worrying about tomorrow. I want to share the fruits of my labour as freely as Nature shares them with me, without a taint of the notions of credit or debt on my mind. I want to delve into the depths of life and experience aspects of both it and myself that I don’t even know exist yet. And when only my body remains, I want my closest friends to make things out of every spare part of my flesh and bones – shoes, belts, tools and drums. I want my beloved to then play a beautiful beat on my tanned skin that will echo across the valley, an eternal beat that every bird, every otter and every human recognises as the heartbeat of the land.

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Deng Mind-Dao "Igapäeva Tao"

Lihtsus. Tao järgivad hoiavad oma elu lihtsana. Nad säilitavad oma energiat ja on rahul sellega, mis neil on. Nad suudavad säilitada tasakaalu, sest ei ihalda teiste, ambitsioonikate inimeste pimestavaid eesmärke.

Iseseisvus. Tao järgijad hoolivad vähe ühiskonna ettekirjutustest, moehullustest, trendidest, poliitilistest suundumustest või tavamoraalist. Nende jaoks on see kõik liialt piiratud, ebatäiuslik ja väiklane. See ei tähenda sugugi, et Tao järgijad oleksid ebamoraalsed. Nad toimivad, lähtudes lihtsalt palju sügavamalt tasandilt- vaimu tasandilt. Need, kes järgivad Taod, tõendavad kidlalt oma kogemusliku tarkuse ülimuslikkust valitsuse, tavamoraali ja etiketil põhinevate käitumisnormide ees.

Elurõõm. Kui keegi kord jõuab Taoni, ei ole selles vähimatki kahtlust. See on nagu jumala nägemine või paradiis: niisugust kogemust ei saa olematuks muuta, öelgu või tehku teised mida tahes. Need, kes on Taod näinud ja kes elavad tema kulgemises, on rõõmsad, sest nende meel toetub sügavaimale ning saab sealt toitu ja kosutust. Nad tunnevad end vahetus ühenduses elu allikaga. Nad ei karda vaesust, sest Tao toob neile ülevoolava rikkuse. Nad ei karda üksindust, sest Tao ümbritseb neid lakkamatult.

Taevas on meie kohal. Taevas on ilmatu suur, lõputu, alati oma kohal, olgugi et alati muutuv. See ei ole mingi ebamäärane filosoofiline mõiste, vaid igapäevane kohalolek. Tuul puhub läbi selle sinise avaruse. Pilved kogunevad ja hajuvad tema ääretus laotuses. Ilma ilmata ei saaks me hingata. Ilma päikseta ei saaks me elada. Me ei saa elaa ilma taevast ja maast tulenevate ürgsete vägedeta.
Inimvaim on suursugune ega jää rahule ilma taevaliku ülevuse ja ääretuseta, milles rännelda. Me ei tohi teha oma ettekujutlust Taost liiga väikeseks. Isegi kui Tao märk kujutab veel käivat inimest, on see ikkagi otsatu tee lõputus maailmas.

Me ei peaks hoolima sellest, mida arvavad teised. Senikaua, kui me adume hetke määravust, kohtame võimalust ning vastame sellele kogu oma olemusega, võime end pidada kangelaseks.

Tähtis on teha sellist tööd, mis ei ole suunatud üksnes toodangule, vaid ka oskuse arendamisele. Teisiti öeldes on kõige tähtsamat sorti töö see, mis tuleneb su enda elust, mitte ühiskondlikust või majanduslikust survest. Kui töö on osa meie enda elust, jätab see sügava jälje meie isiksusele. See tekitab teostumise tunde, tööst saadava tarkuse kogunemise, mida on võimatu hankida mingil muul moel.

Kui meil ei ole sõpru, kellega koos jagada nii häid kui ka halbu aegu, ei õpi me iial tundma isetust. Nind mitte tunda sõpruse isetut usaldust tähendab kaotada võimalus mõista omaenese parimaid oskusi.

Õnnelik olemiseks tuleb meil valitseda oma ihasid.

Meil ei ole vaja uputada end kõikelubavatesse naudingutesse. Meie järgmine Taod, keskmise teed.

Söö mõõdukalt. Jäta oma kõhtu vaba ruumi. Katsu püsida saledana mitte moe, vaid selle pärast, et see on tervislik ja liikuma panev. Liiga rikkaliku toidu ja hea veiniga läheb meel laisaks.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Theo Fischer "Wu Wei"

Raske pole see mitte ainult meie kõigi õnnetu harjumuse tõttu mõttega kõikjal viibida, mitte ainult silmapildu vahendituse pärast, vaid eelkõige seepärast, et meie argipäev ei näi sugugi piisavalt rõõmus, et seda hea meelega täpselt vaaelda ja et seda intensiivselt elada tahaks. Mõistagi tabame harva neid tunde, millest meelsasti kinni hoiaksime ja mida palju intensiivsemalt elada tahaksime, kuna need valmistavad meile rõõmu või lõbu.

Oleme oma vaimus alati ära, mõtterännakuil mineviku või tuleviku sündmuste radadel, eelrõõm või- kartus võimalikest sündmustest pilku teritamas, või hellitavate lootuste kütkeis. Aga me ei võta tõe pähe hetkeseisu milles just elame.

Aga meie mõistuse lakkamatu lobisemishimu on tõsine takistus eluks absoluutses olevikus. Seejuures on täiesti mõttetu püüda selle tungi talitsejaks saada, tahtes kõiki oma mõtteid maha suruda. Selline teguviis on äärmiselt pingutav ja pealekauba täiesti kasutu. Me vahetaksime ainuüksi märke. Mõtlemise väljalülitamise protsess on samuti kõigest mõtteprotsess. Kes püüab sel viisil siin ja praegu elada, veab end ninapidi ja raiskab asjatult energiat.

Üldsegi ei peeta Tao ringkondades mikski millegi poole püüdlemist: mitte omada eesmärki, auahnust, motiivi. Inimlik pingutus alati mingil viisil teisest või iseendast käesolevas situatsioonis parem olla, on lihtsalt naeruväärne. Järelemõeldes on iga inimene tegelikult märkimisväärselt rohkem kui see, milleks ta veel millalgi võib saada.

Esimene samm Tao teostumise teel oleks ehtsalt ja kestvalt vaimus olevikus viibida, juhtumisi tähelepanelikult jälgida, tajuda neid ilma analüüsimata. Lasta sündmustel minna oma teed, ilma neile vastupanu osutamata, neid ainult vaadelda, see on tegutsemine mittetegutsemises, wu wei. Kui olete õppinud oma päevi niiviisi mööda saatma, muutub Teie elu selliseks nagu see on lapsepõlve kõige kaunimal ajal: muretu, konfliktivaba, eilset unustav, homsest mitte midagi teadev, ainult tänases viibiv, täis õnne ja rahulikkust.

Kõigist köidikutest pääsemisega on aga seotus üks teine probleem: küsimus isiklikust kindlustundest. Niikaua, kui olete seotud mingisuguse institutsiooni, ideoloogi või organisatsiooniga, saate Te sellest kujutlusest kindlust. Te tunnete end olevat integreeritud ühiskonda ja kohanemine selle korra ja mängureeglitega annab Teile kindlustunde. Te leiate toetust partnerluses, elukutses, oma igapäevastes kinnistunud harjumustes. Kõik see pakub näilist kindlust, mida inimene paistab vajavat. On see ju ainus asi, mis inimsoo äärmise sisemise rõhutuse tõttu viletsust pisut suhkurdab.

On hädatarviklik, et Te loobuksite oma motiividest ja taotlustest, soovist kellekski saada, kes Te veel pole. Selle asemel peate õppima mitte midagi tegema, jälgima, tähelepanelik olema.

Me kogeme sündmusi lakkamatult minevikus, kuna oleme muutunud võimetuks nägema ja vaatlema olevikus.

Koolipõlvest alates on inimest intellekti kultiveerides eksiteele viidud, kontsenteerides teda täielikult teadmise omandamisele, saavutamata midagi mõtlemise vallas. Ignoreeritakse seda, et on veel midagi muud.

Igaüks võib elada olevikus, siin ja praegu elada. Aga selle juurde kuulub tähelepanu, tajumine. Alati, kui oskate vaadata oma elu, kontrollimata mõõttes, mida Te just praegu kogete, kui Te jälgite, siis olete automaatselt olevikus, elate hetkes ja ükski maailma vim ei saa teid sealt välja rebida- paremal juhul Teie ise, kui põgenete jälle mälestustesse ja illusioonidesse.

Kõikjal, kus ta viibib, on ta kohale jõudnud, ta on sihil, nimelt iseenda juures. Ta ei oota midagi. Mis juhtub, see juhtub, ja selle võtab ta vastu. Nii nagu kirsipuu kevadel õitseb ja südasuvel vilja kannab, mitte varakevadest suveni oodates, kuni lõpuks kirsid valmis on, vaid lihtsalt olles, eksisteerides. Nii elab ka Tao-inimene ühest päevast teiseni. Ta ei taha millekski eriliseks saada, sest ta on seda. Pole midagi, millest ta võiks saada paremaks, temas pole auahnust, vajadust au ja kuulsuse järele. Talle piisab tema enda elamise küllusest. Talle pole tähtis, kuidas see elu teiste silmis paistab, elab ta ju lõpuks enda, mitte teda ümbritsevate inimese jaoks.

Ta pole küll soovidest vaba, kuid ta ei ripu enam nende küljes. Ta on võimeline materiaalsest omamisest rõõmu tundma, aga ta omab, mitte ei omand ei oma teda. Ta ei kontrolli alati, kas tal on õige vaimne hoiak, ta võib endale lubada olla hooletu, elada täiesti lõdvalt, ilma igasuguse krambita. Ükski inimene, ükski organisatsioon ei saa talle ette kirjutada, milline peab olema tema siseelu, tema iseloom, või kuidas suhtuda kaasinimestesse.

Ta on võimeline elu ilusamaid külgi samal silmapilgul nautima, mil need end talle pakuvad, ta ei püüa rõõmu, selle hetkedest kinni hoida. Ta ei ripu neil küljes ega lase mööda seda, mis parajasti edasi juhtub.

Just, kuna järgib nii vabalt ja sõltumatult päevatööd enda, mitte resultaadi pärast, õnnestuvad tal asjad enamasti suurepäraselt.

Ta pole naudinguhimuline, aga on täis elurõõmu. Kui ta naudib, siis elab ta täielikult naudingule. Kui ta on nautinud, on see tema jaoks läbi, ta ei ripu mõtete ega soovidega möödunud lõbu küljes.

Ta ei püüdle kasu ega rikkuse poole, sest ta teab, et selline püüdlemine võib ta aheldada. Head asjad tulevad talle elus ise juurde, ja just seepärast, et ta ei püüa neid vägisti kätte võidelda.

Kui Te juba mõnda aega Tao vaimus elate, seega võimalikult tihti olevikus viibite, hakkab intuitsioon Teid nii või teisiti palju rohkem mõjutama kui siiani. Teie tegutsemine muutub spontaansemaks ja selle asemel, et kohelda igapäevaelu väljakutseid mõttelise analüüsiga, õpite Te usaldama oma intuitsiooni.

Nüüdisaegsetelt inimestel on röövitud kõik loomulikud käitumismustrid, ja isegi, kui ta jalutuskäikudel tihti vaba looduse üles otsib, on ta kaotanud sellega ulatuslikuma suhte. See annab kahtlemata tõuke alternatiivseks eluks maal ehk tagasipöördumiseks varasemate aegade elamisharjumuste juurde.

Selleks pole vaja mässu, mis väljendub ebaharilikus riietuses või kummalises eputamises. Siis olete kindlapeale teistsugune kui Teie kaasinimesed, kuid see teisitiolemine tuleb seestpoolt, on ehtne, mitte teeseldud nagu puhtalt välisele orienteeritud elufilosoofia. Siis võite minna maale ja omaenda aedvilu kasvatada, taimetoitlaseks hakata ja rahuliikumisega liituda- või ka mitte. Kus Te siis olete, mida teete, ei mängi tegelikult enam peamist rolli. Niipea kui hakkate tundma tundeid Iseendast lähtudes, päev-päevalt olevikus elama, olete eneseteostuse rajal; rada ise; Teie ardipäev on siis see teostumine.

Elu mõtet näeme alalises tunnustuse, edu ja võimu jahtimises, ka siis, kui on tegemist mõjuvõimuga oma laste või partneri üle.

Te olete elu Taos täiuslikult teostanud hetkel, kui suudate endast mitte midagi arvata, seega lihtsalt olete siin, ainult eksisteerite, elust rõõmu tundes, ja loobute kõigest õpitust ning päritud arusaamadest elust ja oma eksistentsist. See tähendab, et loote endas samasuguse situatsiooni, nagu see oli enne lapsena õppimisprotsessi alustamist, enne kui saitse mitmesuguste mõjude ja suundade all vähehaaval etekujutuse tegelikkusest, mis määrab veel täna Teie olemist. See kõlab groteskselt ja peaaegu uskumatult, kuid mitte miski, mis meile endast ja ümbritsevast maailmast selgeks on tehtud, ei vasta absoluutselt tõele. Elame oma elu keset mõõtkavade suhtelisust, mille istutab meisse mõtlemine. Ja see määrab ühtlasi meie piirid. Need samuti enda püstitatud, ümbritsevad meid nagu nähtamatu linnupuur, kuid on liikuv, nii et meil on sellegipoolest petlik vaimse vabaduse tunne. Niipea aga, kui inimene on võimeline loobuma oma eelarvamustest, kogeb ta enda suhtes asju-  see äratundmine tärkab täiesti iseenesest-, mis võimaldavad tal tulevikus suhtuda iseendasse teisiti ja vahendavad talle tema tõelisi jõude. Tao inimene ei lase end petta välisest näilikkusest, ta tahab kogeda asju nii nagu nad tegelikult on. Ja asjad pole enamasti sellised, nagu välisilme end näitab. Tavaliselt tajume meid igal ajal mõjutavaid ja ümbritsevaid argipäeva olusid, vähesed kõrgpunktid välja arvatud, väga hallidena. Hirm tuleviku ees, prestiiži ja mõjukuse kaotuse ning kahjustuse ees, näiva kindlusehitise kokkuvarisemise ees on meie pidev alateadlik saatja. See määrab ka meie tegutsemise.

Üritame lakkamatult säilitada oma positsiooni elus ja inimlikes suhetes või siis saavutada oma positsiooni elus ja inimlikes suhetes või siis saavutada senisest enamat, ükskik, kas see puudutab enda isiklikke omadusi või ärilisi ettevõtmisi.

Te kogete, milline erinevus seisneb elu vahel, mis täielikus sisemises vabaduses end Tao voolamisse usaldab, ja Teie praeguse nii ebarahuldava, krampitõmbunud eksistentsi vahel.

Sisemine sõltumatus määrab Teie argipäeva kvaliteedi.

Kui täidate selles vaimus oma ülesandeid, ei pea Te muretsema oma eksistentsi alalhoiu pärast. Igat laadi tö on Teie jaoks täielik rahuldus. Te tegelete selega iseenda pärast, mitte, et sellega lõpule jõuda. See on Tao väga olemuslik tunnus: mitte midagi teha teadlikult ettevalmistatud põhjusel. Me elame ilma auahne eesmärgita, ilma motiivideta, põhjendamata oma tegevusi. Lihtsalt tegutseme ja see on kõik. Nii mõistame ka oma tööd. Me teeme seda. Hästi ja hoolikalt, kiirustamata ja ka ülevaltpoolt tulevat survet arvestamata. Kes seisab konveierlindi taga ja teeb kohutavalt monotoonset ja vaumitapvat tööd ning kelle sissetulek on seejuures sõltub valmistatava tükiarvust, võib- kui ta on Tao inimene- täita oma ülesande  töökaaslastele ja kaaskannatajatele omase seesmise palavikuta.

Auahnus on Tao-inimesele võõras. Ta ei võta osa võimu ja rikastumise võidujooksust. Talle on küllalt olla tema ise, ja mida ta elus vajab, see voolab tema juurde ka ilma, et ta teiste ülespoole ronimise protsessioonist osa võtaks.

Niipea, kui olete õppinud siin ja praegu, võite lõpetada võitluse. Igaveseks. Kes võitleb, raiskab jõudu, sest samavõrd, kui palju ma end eesmärgi saavutamiseks pingutan, kaugeneb eesmärk ja esile astuvad vastasjõud, mis avalduvad mõju samal määral, kui palju oma jõupanust suurendan. Kes on selle ära tundnud, ning tunneb paremat vahendit eesmärgi saavutamiseks, jätab selle kasutu rähklemise. Uskuge mind, kõik asjad, mida Te soovite, langevad Teile iseenesest sülle, kui lõpetate nende nimel võitluse

See käib ka üldinimlike omaduste kohta, et see, mis on meile vaevaga kättesaadav, kaotab meie jaoks väärtuse, oma materiaalse ja ideelise tähtsuse. Seepärast on Tao-inimesel vähe soove, mis väljuvad igapäevavajaduste piiridest.

Peagi kogete ise seda sõltumatust materiaalsetest asjadest. Kaasinimeste lõppematu jaht õnne, edu ja rikkuse järele paneb meid heatahtlikult naeratama. Võiksime lõpetada selle mõttetu pingutamise, olles mõistnud, et selles ei peitu elu mõte.